The older I am, hopefully the wiser I am.
Broken up from long relationship make me depressed more.
I travelled to forget the pain and try to build a trust and to love myself.
When I broke up with my ex, not only I lost my boyfriend, but I lost my best friend.
The saddest thing is when you trust people but then he stabbed you from the back.
I tried to stand up on own feet from “ you dont deserve here”, “everything thing that I did is a lie and I forced to do it”. And those words really break me down.
Everytime I remember those words, I always thinking is that a karma?
Am I bad person? Am I ever hurts someone before?
My past relationships really give me a trauma to build a new one. This make me hard to trust people and want me just to hurt everybody. But, the silly me. It ends up me that hurting myself.
I tried to run away with travelling and met new people and hopefully will start a new life.
But, at the end, I always hurts and feeling lonely.
I have two best friends that always support me to get through all of this sh*t. They always remind me to love myself and just think about my happiness and let go the past.
Maybe my truly wishes for this year is I can forget everything in the past and start a new life without hurts.
Is it really possible to have person that really appreciate me and accept me for who I am? I wish someday I can find someone that will make a poem like this to me
Roses are red, violets are blue
Out of million girls, I still choose you
There’s no girl as sparkling as you
I will give you love that will never hurt you
Roses are red, violets are white
Try to love that grow inside
No more abuse, just love inside
Our love will grow up with all their might
Broken up from long relationship make me depressed more.
I travelled to forget the pain and try to build a trust and to love myself.
When I broke up with my ex, not only I lost my boyfriend, but I lost my best friend.
The saddest thing is when you trust people but then he stabbed you from the back.
I tried to stand up on own feet from “ you dont deserve here”, “everything thing that I did is a lie and I forced to do it”. And those words really break me down.
Everytime I remember those words, I always thinking is that a karma?
Am I bad person? Am I ever hurts someone before?
My past relationships really give me a trauma to build a new one. This make me hard to trust people and want me just to hurt everybody. But, the silly me. It ends up me that hurting myself.
I tried to run away with travelling and met new people and hopefully will start a new life.
But, at the end, I always hurts and feeling lonely.
I have two best friends that always support me to get through all of this sh*t. They always remind me to love myself and just think about my happiness and let go the past.
Maybe my truly wishes for this year is I can forget everything in the past and start a new life without hurts.
Is it really possible to have person that really appreciate me and accept me for who I am? I wish someday I can find someone that will make a poem like this to me
Roses are red, violets are blue
Out of million girls, I still choose you
There’s no girl as sparkling as you
I will give you love that will never hurt you
Roses are red, violets are white
Try to love that grow inside
No more abuse, just love inside
Our love will grow up with all their might
