almost end

a year ago, I was new with this company. Hoping I can work better and far from home. But now, I am just sitting at staff house hoping recovery soon.
A month ago, I was wondering how to pass this year.
A week ago, I just hoping that I will recovery soon and will go to the field and never comeback until I break out.
But now, I just pray that I can recovery soon and have happy ending in this year.