is it true??

so I have three bears,

one bear because I won the bet

two bears from my birthday.

one bear named Pinkyberry

one bear is Allen

one bear is Ginger

Will it be my true love?

wreck it ralph

have you seen that movie??
Film yang sangat menarik dan mengesankan. buat para ortu yang pingin banget nonton dan mau ngajak anak buat nonton , film ini recomended banget deh dibandingkan ngajak anak nonton "seven psychopaths" atau breaking dawn.

motto para penjahat tuh

I'm bad . and that's good. I will never be good. and that's not bad. There's no one I 'd rather be than me

 motto nya keren kan. intinya sih mengajarkan walaupun dia jadi tokoh jahat ga berarti ga baik. tokoh jahat tuh harus ada biar ada kebaikan . tapi jangan sekali sekali menjadi orang lain untuk menjadi baik.

plot nya tuh si wreck merasa sedih karena dia selalu jadi orang jahat, dia kan pingin sekali sekali menjadi yang terbaik dan dapat penghargaan. akhirnya dia menjadi tokoh baik tapi di game lain, dan itu menyebabkan bencana. in the end he realize that "there's no one I'd rather be than me"

nah untuk soundtracknya menurut saya yang enak dan gampang diinget itu ada dua AKB48 yang sugar rush dan owl city yang when can I see you again.

Dilemma

The most I hate things in the world is dilemma situation.

But, lately the list of series that I watched using the same topic, i.e. dilemma.

• How I Met Your Mother
• Ted must choose between Robyn or Victoria (between friends or love)
• In my oppinion, friends just like family for Ted. So, I think he should choose Robyn. And finally he choose Robyn
• The Vampire Diaries
• Elena thinks that she love Stefan, but in her heart she thinks about Damon. I think Damon is more attractive than stefan, because he is bad boy type. But, I still don't know what will she choose.
• The Big Bang Theory
• Sheldon must choose his girlfriend ( Amy ) or his old friend (Will Wheaton). In the beginning he choose Will wheaton, but in the end he choose Amy.
• Gossip Girl
•  Sage have to choose between his father or Nate. Sadly she choose her love.
• Nikita 
• Alex have to choose stay at Division or follow her love. But she have made a promise to always help Nikita, so stay at Division. Poor Alex, her love leave her.

List of my fear

This is not my lack, but I'm just afraid if this is happen in my life.

1. Dark. My fear will increase if I'm just alone in the dark room.
2. Men. Everytime I met new guy, I'm feel afraid. In my imagination they will rob me or anything else. To get over that fear, I'll think that all that guy is gay :)
3. Jobless. I don't know since when it begin, but couple weeks ago I feel stressed up and all negative thinking in my head when I don't have a job (my job from my professor help me to decrease my fear about my condition right now)
4. Germ. When I ate from unhygienic food, I'll get diarhea. That's why I have to choose the food from certain place.
5. Fail. If I'm failing in something it just make me stress. Yeah, it happen alot lately (when I have to do the interview for my job), it makes me stress. But I think I have to face it :(
6. No family no friend. It's the most scary thing!!!!!

Just Kid

KID..
Maybe in your mind kid just annoyimg person who's always bothering your life or your activity. Or maybe you just think kid just immature person who didn't care about the world or about the future.
But, for me kid is prson who has alot of imagination with pure heart (yeah maybe there's some kid who has evil heart).

With my age right now, people can called me adult. But, most of people who have met me called me just a kid :) . I'm proud of that, because I think with a kid mind I can preserve my pure heart and my kind. Since in a child, my parents taught me to always say thank you after someone help you, always say help if you want someone else to do something for you, consider the others right, never disturbing others, etc.

Since child my parents taught me "if you to do something good you'll get reward, but if you to do something bad you'll get punishment". Because of that. I'm always try to do the best, I'm afraid of punishment. And that habbit grow with me until now (yeah, because of that habbit I have to punish my friend/colleague at our project because he didn't do his job well enaough)

I hate people who think that kid doesn't have any plan for their life. Actually, as a kid I have a dream to make my world in peace ( I really hate confilct) and my main dream is to become the rich person so I can travel around the world. As a kid, I'm not just dreaming about it. I will do everything to make my dream come true. I will respect the difference religion, difference culture, etc. that's at least will make the world in peace.

The last, there is video that proof  that a kid also think about the world here (I love the last part when she said "In school you teach me not to fight, always care nature... But, now you are doing it right now / fight, destroy forest").

Live lesson

Some weeks ago my proffesor told me this “ Every people will have same IQ as their born, but the EQ will grow with you”

EQ kita akan berkembang bersamaan dengan pelajaran hidup yang kita terima. Saya baru menyadari hal tersebut akhir-akhir ini. Dimulai dari pekerjaan saya sebagai finance di kelompok yang mewajibkan saya untuk bertemu banyak karakter orang, dari yang suka marah-marah sampai yang terlalu ramah. Dalam menghadapi orang-orang tersebut saya berkembang menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik dari beberapa tahun lalu.

Tidak hanya dari pekerjaan saja, tetapi saat mencari pekerjaan saya juga mendapatkan sebuah pelajaran. Beberapa minggu yang lalu, seorang interviewer menyatakan bahwa saya suka sekali mencari uang. Dan saya baru menyadari hal tersebut setelah dia mengatakan hal itu. Selanjutnya seorang interviewer mengajarkan kepada saya bahwa untuk terjun ke dunia kerja kita harus bersikap dewasa, saya tidak bisa terus menerus bersikap kekanak-kanakan tanpa tujuan hidup. Dan yang paling mengena adalah tentang loyalitas. Kita tidak bisa menghilangkan loyalitas dari kehidupan kita. Kita harus loyal kepada Tuhan, Pasangan hidup dan pekerjaan yang kita pilih. Apapun yang telah kita pilih, kita harus loyal dan mencintainya, jangan sampai kita mengejar hal yang tidak kita miliki. Love what you have before you regret it.

The last is in work world you have to endure all the obstacle. For me, live like weeds, everytime someone push me down, I have to grow stronger than ever. ( Because my motto is like that, my supervisor called me ‘Sanchai from F4’ , hehhehe)